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This blog belongs to Shar! =D

Let me introduce myself. I'm a lady who craves for a simple life, in this complicated world. I love the love that exists in this world. I smile when I experience love, I tear when I'm touched, I daydream when I'm bored. I like things simple, but also deep--the depth of things, very meaningful.

I have love and sunshine bursting out of me. :D
Believe it or not, love always wins.



♥ Hello

Shar! :)
I've survived 21 years!
A Happy Vegetarian!
The Special Leftie.



♥ Loves

Chocolates.
Smiles.
People.
MSN.
ORANGE.Green.Yellow.
Music. KTV.
Movies.
Sports.
Outdoors.
Nature.
Self-growth.
Puzzles.
Math.



♥ UN-Loves

smokers.
boredom.
gloomy atmosphere.
my bad habits/manners.
arguments.



♥ Goals

A BOOKSHELF FULL OF MY FAVE BOOKS!!
Play guitar/piano.
happiness.
good health.
travel around the world.
watch shooting stars.
a better world.

也要用自己的爱感化人心。 (:



♥ Music



Music Box


MusicPlaylist
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    INTERESTING PAGES
    LaoZhaBor.Blogspot.com
    Love Stories
    Stick gal
    Inspiration of the Day
    Vegetarian Cuisine
    Vegetarian Recipes
    Vegetarian Food Places
    Shopping!





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    ♥ Monday, January 1, 2007

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    i miss them...being around with them is SO FUN!!! sigghhss..but i guess happy moments have to end eventually. so well...i nid to learn how to have self-discipline. DO HOMEWORK!! STUDY!!!

    sometimes, i juz duno what really is the REAL POINT of studying so much...-___-" i mean, even if i study so hard, most of the info that i've tried sooooooooo hard to absorb won't be of use in future! Singapore...such a small country...such a small economy...ppl say singaporeans are fortunate. are we? maybe we are...physically...literally...but now, there's the rise of depression patients...ok, i'm not saying that i'm a depressed person, but stress really leads to a certain extent of depression, which is no good for ppl.

    today is 1st of Jan 2007!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! 1st day of a new beginning.

    BUT...

    i came home today and had to continue with my chem revision. ther're tests coming up when sch reopens!!! i tink...i better study more and play less now...i really wanted to go out again with them juz now...but still, i better not. *sElF-c0nTr0l* >.< !! oh yeah..and the worse thing was: mummy kept on screaming, shouting, scolding, shrieking at yuan juz now when i was trying to do my chem. *STRESS* i almost burst into tears...coz mummy was like SUPER angry at him and he was like crying, sobbing, pouting...and daddy came in to try and intervene now and then...SO NOISY!!! SO IRRITATING!!! i felt so pissed, so stressed, so tensed up that i dunno what to do but to feel so pain inside. helpless, is the word to use.

    I've realised that i haven't been spending much time with my family for the whole year coz i'm so ULTRA busy with school stuff and outings with my friends. but we juz lead our normal lives everyday...that we din even realise how far we've drifted apart. and now, everyday i dun wish to go home coz i wun be doing much but using comp and do homework. i realise that most of the time, i'd be wondering what kind of mood mum would have: angry or happy? and i dread having all the uncertainty about mum's mood every single time...it's very torturing...but when mum's happy, i'm glad to be freed...and i'll be happy too.

    Mum's really scary.

    I'm 17 years old now, and i don't wish to grow up. i hate the feeling of being so upset most of the time. I know that i've been trying to be happy all the while but I can't help it when i get bored easily or moody sometimes. I just wish that i'm still a small kid!!! no worries...no real heartaches...nothing! but...i can't escape from reality, can i? i'll still grow up no matter what, coz i can't control my age. i'm not God. i'm imperfect. life still has to continue as usual.

    School's reopening soon. in less than 2 days' time. i dowan to go backkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .......... who wants? sighs...but in this present society, no one would dare to lag behind. 1 more year and i'll be an almost-free-bird for about 8 months. yes. and i'm looking forward to that. i should not forget about my new year resolutions. i nid to work on myself. my self improvement. yes. that's what i want to achieve.

    Quote of the day: 不做个女强人，而做个坚强的女人。--Daddy =D



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