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This blog belongs to Shar! =D

Let me introduce myself. I'm a lady who craves for a simple life, in this complicated world. I love the love that exists in this world. I smile when I experience love, I tear when I'm touched, I daydream when I'm bored. I like things simple, but also deep--the depth of things, very meaningful.

I have love and sunshine bursting out of me. :D
Believe it or not, love always wins.



Hello

Shar! :)
I've survived 21 years!
A Happy Vegetarian!
The Special Leftie.



Loves

Chocolates.
Smiles.
People.
MSN.
ORANGE.Green.Yellow.
Music. KTV.
Movies.
Sports.
Outdoors.
Nature.
Self-growth.
Puzzles.
Math.



UN-Loves

smokers.
boredom.
gloomy atmosphere.
my bad habits/manners.
arguments.



Goals

A BOOKSHELF FULL OF MY FAVE BOOKS!!
Play guitar/piano.
happiness.
good health.
travel around the world.
watch shooting stars.
a better world.

也要用自己的爱感化人心。 (:



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    Saturday, February 27, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥



    The Climb--Miley Cyrus (Hannah Montana)
    Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;



    I can almost see it
    That dream I am dreaming
    But there's a voice inside my head saying
    "You'll never reach it"

    Every step I'm taking
    Every move I make feels
    Lost with no direction
    My faith is shaking

    But I gotta keep trying
    Gotta keep my head held high

    There's always gonna be another mountain
    I'm always gonna wanna make it move
    Always gonna be a uphill battle
    Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

    Ain't about how fast I get there
    Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
    It's the climb

    The struggles I'm facing
    The chances I'm taking
    Sometimes might knock me down
    But no, I'm not breaking

    I may not know it
    But these are the moments that
    I'm gonna remember most, yeah
    Just gotta keep going

    And I, I got to be strong
    Just keep pushing on

    'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
    I'm always gonna wanna make it move
    Always gonna be a uphill battle
    Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

    Ain't about how fast I get there
    Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
    It's the climb, yeah!

    There's always gonna be another mountain
    I'm always gonna wanna make it move
    Always gonna be an uphill battle
    Somebody's gonna have to lose

    Ain't about how fast I get there
    Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
    It's the climb, yeah!

    Keep on moving, keep climbing
    Keep the faith, baby
    It's all about, it's all about the climb
    Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

    ======================================


    I've fallen in love with this song.
    Thank you, Wh! :D

    I'm faced with struggles, setbacks, obstacles, but I'm willing to move on, never giving up.

    It's not the challenges we faced or the results that matter. It's all about the climb, the journey that we set ourselves out to go through, to brave the thick and thin.

    Because of this song, I could face up to the oncoming challenge.
    And the challenge is, myself.




    世界因你而美丽 12:57 AM



    Monday, February 22, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    I feel that my head has been disconnected from the rest of my body since days ago.

    There is something wrong with the connection.

    HELP!

    *walking zombie*



    世界因你而美丽 10:53 PM



    Tuesday, February 16, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    I recently have this thought:

    My wedding songs are gonna be as follows--
    1) A Moment Like This - Leona Lewis
    2) Crazier - Taylor Swift

    I guess there would be many more to be added to the above list, but haven't really occurred to me yet.

    HAHA.
    Wedding... woooo~~ ;)
    I sound more excited than those who're gonna get married soon lor!
    Gosh...

    Probably my hormones running high. =\
    Happy CNY again! :D



    世界因你而美丽 12:01 AM



    Saturday, February 13, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    YAY! I just learnt how to wash the toilet MYSELF!

    *prouds*


    HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D



    世界因你而美丽 6:41 PM



    Thursday, February 11, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


    WHAT HAVE I JUST DONE!!!!!?????????



    真的是一发不可收拾。
    现在你高兴了是不是?
    这就是你想要的吧,不是吗?

    T.T



    世界因你而美丽 11:07 PM



    Wednesday, February 10, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    Festive seasons aren't as exciting as before, because it seems the same every year.

    However, there's always one thing that makes me excited. That is to gather with my family and friends and catch up with one another again. These kinds of gatherings are RARE.

    :D



    世界因你而美丽 11:52 PM





    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    I had been so busy over the past 2 weeks and I need to catch up with my readings. It's piling up like a molehill!!! (err...does a molehill look tall enough?)

    Anyway, I've had a great week so far. (I know, it's only the 4th day of the week if you count Sunday as the first day of the week, so it's too early to say so.)

    Sunday was a whole day of dearest cousin's 21st birthday celebration and meeting at night. I was drained then, and kena flu, till now... Baoling was so touched to tears and I was glad that she loved the surprise we had for her. :) It was worth preparing and busying myself with birthday preparations for her. She's worth the busying, like what Qiwen had said. Thanks dear, and everyone else for the last weekend.

    Monday was a day when I could really settle down a bit and slow down my pace. It was therapeutic. I had time to walk slowly, sit down patiently, enjoy thinking through whatever that had happened... While walking home from my tutee's place, I saw an old man riding a bike with a young child at the back whom I supposed was his grandson who just ended school. The old man had to ride upslope and he did it with some effort but kept his speed at the same pace as it was while he rode on the normal path. I was touched by this simple act of the old man, because it was so noble of him to bring his grandson around despite his ripe age. This is, the power of love.

    Yesterday was a good day, because I talked to strangers and opened up to friends and created even stronger bonds with them. I felt especially fulfilled and sweet inside. :) It makes me feel that I have the strength to bring comfort to the people around me and which in turn allows them to open up and release their pent up emotions. It makes me feel very worthwhile.

    And today, I'm again all up early to chiong for another brand new day. I'm not going to let go of every opportunity to make the people around me feel good, because it's one of my purpose in this life.


    Just a side note: Thank you everyone who showed me concern now and then, especially after reading my blog. I'm very fortunate to have you all. Love you all very much!! :D



    世界因你而美丽 7:49 AM



    Thursday, February 4, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    I DON'T CARE.

    I'M GOING TO DO IT, NO MATTER HOW OTHERS THINK OF ME.



    世界因你而美丽 10:00 AM



    Wednesday, February 3, 2010

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    I feel very upset about the whole vegetarian cafe plan episode. Seriously. I'm really very upset. I know I'm a person who needs to talk to someone about problems that I'm very concerned with, but whenever I couldn't find anyone to talk to...... I feel so crushed.

    I know I shouldn't be so upset over something that seems so trivial, because I'm beating myself up once again. I can choose to be indifferent about this, but I can't. I dislike being the victim by portraying myself to be the righteous one, but it seems pretty much that I was the 'instigator' now that everything's gone haywire. No more NUS Veg Cafe. No more veg food for my project. Everyone's either frustrated, angry, upset, annoyed, or irritated by the entire past few weeks. Although I never wish this would happen, and of course I want to do something to change the whole situation, I'm just too tired to do anything to improve it now. Really, tired. (no AW jargons at this point in time, please)

    One thing is, I'm sometimes too lazy to open my mouth and repeat to different people the same episode over and over again, so I'll usually summarise to people who doesn't seem interested in my issue but choose to be 'kaypoh' over it (sorry for this term, but I'm really very down now), or I won't even care to tell them at all about my story, since they only see it as a story.

    I want to show my inner feelings to my loved ones so that they'll know and can then support me through my life challenges, but I'm afraid that my despair would affect the entire atmosphere, so I held back and try to change this negative side of me, and try to focus outwards to others and keep mine within the treasure box in my heart. I'll smile and laugh and joke around and enjoy myself, just like trying to use humour and jokes to drown my own sorrows when others use alcohol instead. Till the point that I realised I've gone too far..... too much nervous giggles..... too goody-too-shoes..... Little did I know that it's such a terrible feeling in the end. :(

    I've decided.
    I'll go for my own scheduled retreat.
    Alone.



    世界因你而美丽 8:46 PM