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WELCOME TO
http://i-am-special-as-always.blogspot.com*

This blog belongs to Shar! =D

Let me introduce myself. I'm a lady who craves for a simple life, in this complicated world. I love the love that exists in this world. I smile when I experience love, I tear when I'm touched, I daydream when I'm bored. I like things simple, but also deep--the depth of things, very meaningful.

I have love and sunshine bursting out of me. :D
Believe it or not, love always wins.



♥ Hello

Shar! :)
I've survived 21 years!
A Happy Vegetarian!
The Special Leftie.



♥ Loves

Chocolates.
Smiles.
People.
MSN.
ORANGE.Green.Yellow.
Music. KTV.
Movies.
Sports.
Outdoors.
Nature.
Self-growth.
Puzzles.
Math.



♥ UN-Loves

smokers.
boredom.
gloomy atmosphere.
my bad habits/manners.
arguments.



♥ Goals

A BOOKSHELF FULL OF MY FAVE BOOKS!!
Play guitar/piano.
happiness.
good health.
travel around the world.
watch shooting stars.
a better world.

也要用自己的爱感化人心。 (:



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Music Box


MusicPlaylist
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    ♥ Tuesday, January 30, 2007

    rainbow of fruits♥ ♥

    mixed feelings today.

    1) my mp4
    just got it back. but it's not my original one that i bought, coz they said that original one's spoilt. and now, i'm landed with a black version of my original mp4. a new one. and i expect it to be better even though my songs are ALL GONE. BUT...it doesn't seem to be so, coz i couldn't charge up that #$%^&* battery!!! my gawd...i'm really gonna be in tears. frustrated. disappointed. mad. angry. confusion. panic. AHHHHHH!!!!! nxt time got time go back SLS again if this problem is still not resolved... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssss....i shouldn't have been so rash then...

    2) the urge to improve my academic results
    but i always seem to be lagging behind all the while. but i'm glad i'm working harder this year. i thought that i've got 9 more months to catch up with the whole of JC work, and i thought,"wow...this is scary!" my goodness...it really is, and it scares me out of my wits totally... i'm scared. scared of failing, scared of not reaching my life goals, scared of disappointing my parents and teachers, scared of many many tings...i guess i'll haf to work even harder to catch up faster. but some good news, i was doing physics and maths tutorials juz now and i could do some questions!!! YAY!!! finally i noe how to use the lecture notes to complete the tutorial questions!!! and i felt soooooooo...ACCOMPLISHED!!! WHEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~!!! lolx...at least...i feel better now.

    3) choir audition
    hoho...this part...abit lame i shud say...but at least i got to noe NJC choir instructor. hehehe...i noe i've seen her b4...i noe. she knows Mr Yong. yeah...i tot the announcement said that choir needs 15-20 ppl but they ended up accepting only 5 ppl! tian ah...muz as well juz ask their OWN J1s to join right??? abit waste of time lehh...i waited for about 2 whole hours juz to noe if i got into the auditions lAh!!! but actually, i've mixed feelings about whether i got in eventually or not. if i got in, i'd be very happy coz i still have potential to sing well, but i'd have problems on commitment for the 1st few weeks. Now that i'm 'kicked out', i feel quite glad too...coz i wun have so many events going on in my school life. in other words, i wun be too busy, but i still feel very sad that i can't join choir. singing has always been my passion...but wells...i guess we always have to go with the flow.

    4) on the way home on the bus
    I saw an old man. I was seated on one of the inner seats. A guy...quite chubby-looking, was seated next to me, outer seat, and he was almost asleep. I stared at the old man. He moved to the rear. I was disappointed in myself. FOR NOT GIVING UP MY SEAT to the old man...just because I was too timid to open my mouth and say,"Excuse me!" to the guy, coz I felt that it was too troublesome to shift here and there, coz I felt that it'd be very awkward to ask an old man to sit the inner seat. I am so disappointed in myself. I'll need to change.

    5) Religious class matters
    today jhk sms me to ask me about garang guni on Sunday!!! WHEEE!!!!!!~~~~~~~ I've been waiting for this sms for sooooooooooooo SUPER long lahh...lol!! yeah..den i got so excited about that I had to go toilet halfway thru my bible study wif Sam. hehehe... =x !! yeah...tat's how excited I was. Besides this, I'll be going for youth class meeting tml night! YESH!!! cordially invited, i shud say...not bad. I'm getting more involved now. I'm glad. and I'm trying to change for the better. for the BEST. Eagerly waiting for tml night and Sunday!!! =DDD

    I'm recently very interested in mandarin duet songs...cool~~~
    here's one (for the benefit of the non-chinese, it means: 'it's great to have you', and it's my NEW BLOG SONG!!! Nice hor?? =P !!) :

    歌曲：有你真好
    歌手：    范玮琪/杨丞琳 专辑：真善美

    这时候最能让我想起你
    多希望你在这里
    你总是愿意把你的手心借给我握紧
    该往哪里
    我总是依赖着你
    你是我的方向感
    我可以确定
    你会带着我朝对的方向前进

    i'm thinking of you
    我有你真好
    你能让烦恼变得渺小
    我遇见一个最懂我的人
    我会提醒自己把这份爱收好
    i'm thinking of you
    我有你真好
    只要牵着你的手就知道
    我不是一个人在这世界停靠
    因为我拥有你在我心里

    i'm thinking of you
    有你真好
    thinking of you
    因为有你
    我看见世界的美丽
    i'm thinking of you
    我有你真好
    只要牵着你的手就知道(我就知道)
    我早已经没有任何缺少
    因为我拥有你在我心里

    All the words...are right in my heart...It will forever be sealed in my heart...

    ...
    ...

    DOTs...EMO again. =x



    ♥ 世界因你而美丽 10:39 PM