LOOK AT SHAR'S TIMETABLE!

5 May -- END OF EXAMS AT 1900HRS
6 May -- Coasta Sands Chalet (SW Year 1 gathering)
7 May -- Back to school to settle stuff + SW Grad Nite '09
8 - 10 May -- Absolut Camp
11 - 17 July -- SW Field Placement 1 (Attachment 1)
20 - 22 July -- SW FOC 09


Random:

Why are people so crazy about taking up tuition assignments???
Or is this the Singaporean KIASU syndrome???

I seriously need to recollect back my feelings...
I admit that I do feel drained somehow right now... I'm not very sure why...
Maybe it was Absolut Camp.

I have too many things that I want to blog about, but most of the time, when ideas pop into my mind, they fade away as fast as they pop in, so I'm left with scraps of ideas to blog about.
Sighs.................................

Today was the first day of Absolut Camp. I think I feel so much like a camper as compared to a facilitator. Maybe it was because there was a need to balance out the camper-facilitator ratio. Part of me felt really more at ease not having to facilitate a huge group of people, but the other part of me felt very bad because the number of campers was not up to expectations. It was all right though. I do hope that the rest of the 2 days will get better. Maybe today is still at the beginning stage. :) *hopes*

Seriously, I don't know why I'm here blogging at this hour when I'm supposed to be sleeping and wake up energised for tomorrow, but I just felt a need to release my pent-up mood swings. ARGH!~

Don't worry though, I'm always here to rant about my frustrations. After that, all's well, just like they were before. :)

Today's earnings:
I realised that I've very high expectations of myself.
I got feedback that I view myself very harshly. Is this so?
Maybe.
I tend to get bug down by a lot of my weaknesses.
It's really tiring having to face these and deal with challenges at the same time.
I tend to lose focus easily.
I need to tell my supervisor about this when I go for Placement.

And I SERIOUSLY HATE THE 30-SECOND IMEEM PLAYBACK TO THE CORE!!!!!
So I've decided, to remove the music player temporarily.

Sorry,
but my mood really sucks now.